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The Call of the Soul: Embodied Love, Shadow Stalking & Total Integration

By Dez Nichols · December 31, 2020

The Call of the Soul: Embodied Love, Shadow Stalking & Total Integration

Being born into a world of fear, competition and greed, the pain of the soul not being seen and met was too much. Separation from the intense pain and disconnecting from our emotional bodies was an automatic survival choice. We learned how to function, compete, survive and sometimes succeed in what has become the default human game.

At some point in our lives, we feel the call of the Soul and remember we are here to Love and be Loved.

Learning to share love, freedom, and power we come up against the conditioning and encounter our unconscious blocks. Coming all the way home to love will require a full reconnection with the soul, consciousness, emotional body, physical body, and heart.

This is the journey of Total Integration.

Why are stalking shadow and Embodied Love so intertwined?

As the body is our channel of expression, Love only becomes manifest on Earth when its embodied. So, when we start to have the ability to feel our shadows through the connection and/or the lack of connection between body, heart, and emotions, they can be seen from inside and reflected outside by others as well.

As mentioned in one of my articles Humanity’s Mission, it is possible to receive information directly from Spirit that guides us to see our own delusion and shadow as well as the shadow of others. However, when the emotional body is not integrated deeply it often skews or taints the messages coming from Spirit or Source. Also, at some point Soul and the mind will want to be united with the body, heart, and emotions for the purpose of embodied mastery and conscious manifestation.

When we are up in our minds and spiritual realms, we are often not fully connected with our emotional and physical body. This means we are less able to actually feel and be conscious of what is really happening in our own bodies, in others, and on the planet.

Due to this disconnection, the mind starts to run a parallel story about what is actually happening in our reality. The energies that are hiding are then utilized by the unconscious mind, and the shadow operates without being seen. It cannot then become integrated into our emotional and physical body because it remains dominating from behind the scene.

The shadow’s job is to carry out its mission without being discovered.

So, if you have a clever mind and intellect, the shadow will use that resource unbeknownst to us.

Our emotional and physical bodies will follow the guidance of our shadow’s agenda. Consciousness is then highjacked, our actions are dressed up as love, and we are not even aware this is happening.

The shadow wants to keep our fears and vulnerabilities hidden and will attack anyone that may see our shadow or threatens our self image. This points back to our core abandonment wound that uses control and manipulation rather than feeling, release, and trust. Not trusting the body, emotions, and a fear of sexuality overriding consciousness, are symptomatic. These fears get projected onto others and we especially become suspicious of anyone who actually has a greater degree of embodiment than we do.

Unconscious competition is constantly playing out in the shadow. We can crush our opponent without ourselves or anyone else even knowing that we are doing so. The more clever the mind and our ability to strategize, the better we are at doing this undiscovered or seen.

So what can be done about this? How can we start to bust our shadow that uses us like this?

The short answer is Love. A more detailed answer is Total Integration.